Friday, 9 November 2007
Hey. EVER FELT LEFT OUT IN YOUR FAMILY?
Well, I have.
It has been a while since I talk to my parents, have a trip or something with my family. So, long story short, MY LIFE SUX! Not just because I am being left at home alone, doing nothing but stuff, stuff that does not make sense. It is just that everyone seems to be so busy with their own stuff and making me think I am just INVISIBLE. Every time when my parents reached home from work they no longer spend time to like talk to me. Not even questions like “how is your day?” and stuff. They used too but now.
EEEEEERRRRRRRRR~
I am pissed out. I have no idea where I am leading to. I left my past behind, living and trying to enjoy my present but never knew where I am leading in the future.
It is like running a race without an ending.
Well, this is how my life is going to be for this holiday till school reopens. Wait a minute. I think it can last FOREVER. Cause’ if it can last for the past six months, why not another year? I will get use to it. See me smile all day long but, do not judge me in a way that I am totally happy. Cause’ inside I just HATE my life. You will get what I mean if you really know me .. .. ..
CHEERS&SMILES~