Friday, 7 December 2007
Hey. Haha. Just came back from hockey training. Wah! It was so funny. There was only like seven or eight girls only and coach was not there so, had our own training. So we mix with the boys then divided into teams and then play match. It was so funny. We play and we do not even know who our teammates were. It was seriously so funny. I met a lot of different types of boys. Haha. Some were like jokers, psycho and some were kind of sweet. Haha. And lots more la. There were too much boys. So ya, the matches were kind of tiring but fun. The boys run so fast arh. Okok. A lot kind of happen. So long story short, after training went to buy mcdonald for my 1st and 3rd brother for me and my parents too. Then went home and my 4th f****** toot brother! Was like calling names at me just because he bought mcdonald already. Like what the f****** toot arh. He works already go get your own meal lah f*****! Sicko! People already so tired then want to call people names. F*** off la f*****! Help my brothers, WRONG! Do not help my brothers also WRONG! F****** toot! GET OUT OFF MY LIFE F*****! KILL ME BROTHER! Haha! In the end he got scolding from my mother. Serve him right! Haha! I will remember! I will never help you no more. Get your own answers to your life. SICKO! You were my closest brother. Now forget it. I am not your sister. You said it. So, why bother you are not my brother either. You want to be just another ah beng rite. Be it then. You dyed your hair, start wearing necklaces, and act like one. Then you shall just be one. And remember anything happen to you, I am no longer there to help you. And if you need me to help you I am just going to say HELP YOURSELF! Since you never appreciate what I have done for you. Sicko! You brothers existed but in my life you guys are just nothing. My 2nd brother, since he got his motorbike, he no longer existed that much at home. My 3rd brother, he is always in his room and I have no idea why. My 4th brother, now starting to be someone I do not even know. Now I think I am so much closer to my 1st brothers. Even though he is in NS and only come back on the weekends, he still tries to talk and do something to me to make me smile each day. Sometimes, I just wish I do not exist. Know what, I am not going to say anything. From now onwards, do not talk to me nor ask me for help.
