Tuesday, 22 January 2008
Let me start today’s update with two questions.
Is it wrong to go out with a friend who’s the same gender as you? (Just the two friends alone) Is it wrong to accompany a friend while waiting for a bus? I just need to clarify it that’s all. Not trying to make a small matter big. So yeah, Answers! I just pity someone here. It is just weird. That’s all. Well, right now, I just felt so bad. I just felt that I was the one who started the whole thing. You know, I am like close to her and people just ask me about them. And when I say something about them in a joke way, they just think it is serious that they spread it around. Ah! I don’t know. When I am serious, people ask ‘Why so moody’ and when I am joking people take it so seriously. Well, friend, if you are reading this, I just want you to take it easy. And if I am the beginning of the whole thing, I just want you to know that I am sorry and I mean no harm to you. Moving on, I know I had not been updating lately, well, every since camp was over I just had no mood to update. I have been busy catching up with class stuff and homework. And now, I still got bunch of them. School had not been great to me lately. Being a monitress is no easy job here. I just feel like quitting right now. Why bother taking the responsibility when others do not even care listening to you? And today, we had a so called test for revision sake. And there isn’t any invigilator. So, the maths rep and I had to take care of the class. And people were talking and copying while taking the test. I admit I did too. But, what do you expect from a first test of the year and the topic is from sec 1 and sec 2. Obviously, people would take the advantage to actually ask for help. And come on, what do you really expect? If I can’t get the class to keep quiet, would you think telling them not to copy and talk during the test would work? Does it make any sense? Well, not going to argue much. If the maths rep going to complain about it, I just got to face it, I admit my mistake. I am not the only one who copied so yeah. People know her character. So, if she thinks she is so good, go ahead take my position, I am ready to give it up to someone else. Moving on again, brothers are killing my temper. What are they thinking? So what if I am the only girl in the sibling tree, it does not mean that they can do and say whatever they want. So stop brothers! You guys are getting on my nerves! EEERRR! I want to scream! SCREAM! I want to let it all out. AAAHHH! Ish! Forget it, it is so not helping. Well, I am so sure I am going to be dead! For now, I think that is it. I shall update more tomorrow. I hope. I just got to chill right now. So, turn on the music! :D
CHEERS&SMILES~
