Thursday, 31 July 2008
Hello everyone!
It was fine in a day or two but, it is all back to square one. What is the point of you saying sorry? Actually, you did not even say sorry. What is the point of you being nice to us back in the first place?
I try, I tried, NOT to hate you. But your actions made me.
I try, I tried, NOT to think about it. But those memories made me.
What can I do? What shall I do? What will I do?
Questions. Questions. Questions and questions.
When will this ever end?
I think one day, just one day, you should look at the mirror and see who you are now and who you are before. If you could not figure what is wrong with the person you are seeing, then, it is probably me. Other then just see yourself in the mirror, probably you should recall back all your memories from sec 1 all the way to now. If that still did not make you realize, then it is probably really really me.
If you think you are better off with them, then I think you are making a big mistake. Trust me. You do. It is only 7 months and you are already like this. What makes you think that it will not be worst for the next two years with us all? I really hope you realize everything. It is okay to me if it will not be any sooner. It takes time. I know. Been there, done that. Even I am saying that I have given up on you, that does not mean you are a total nobody to me. I am willing to open up my arms for you to welcome you back. But, if you think you will do what you did again, then do not bother. Gone through it once. Now, twice and going through it again is so not my idea of friendship with you. This is going to be the last time I will be talking about it here. Seriously. It is.
Whoever is reading this, if you know who the person/people I am talking about then the best is just keep it to yourself about this. If you are going to take action, do not bother. I am not going to delete this post or whatever you are going to ask me to do. Because basically, blogging is a free will thing and it is for you to write whatever you want. So ya.
My blog, my thoughts. My thoughts, my life. My life, my problem. My problem, my business. My business, your business. So ya. Hah. Just do what you do and I will do what I do.
So, today, the cake was NICE! CIP thingy was FUN! Life is TERRIBLE! Friends are LOVED! ((:
