Tuesday, 26 August 2008
Got a new laptop! YYIIPPEE! Love my mom and dad!
:P
Hello everyone. Life has not been great. It has not been good either. Actually it is not even close to good. It just sucks that you have too much to do and think in so little time. Why can’t anyone ever understand my situation? The fact that .... Argh! Forget it. Not like anyone care. That includes my mom. Argh! Can somebody just kill me now? Just give me a break. EEERRR. Exam is around the corner and I can’t even keep my mind focus during lesson. I am so going to screw things up. How I wish I was somewhere else? How I wish I don’t even exist? Well, I hate how things are now. Not the changes but me. Just put me in a room just with people who will really study. That is all I need. No drama, no joke, no nothing but people with subject books. I need to really get myself to study. I need to start saying no to fun plans. I just need to. FOCUS and STUDY is my main point from now until exams over. But this thing does not seem to be happening with some people around. Not that I am blaming or angry with those people but now is just not the right time. Not for me that is. I really need and I MUST get myself settle down and focus focus focus and FOCUS! Please. Just help me out here now.
Sorry people if I have been moody lately and things like that. I am just so stress. I have not gotten enough sleep lately and I am just so so tired, pissed and stressed out. So ya, I am so sorry.
