Thursday, 4 September 2008
Hello everyone. Haha. I have been lacking on updating my blog. But, I finally got the mood to. Ok, so, fasting month is here. Today is the fourth day. Everything is going great. Pass few days; I have been watching Veronica Mars online. It was AWESOME! It is like my favourite show now. Haha. I was bored so ya. Tomorrow, I am heading back to school to get my art done as soon as possible. Surprisingly, my homework is all done except for maths that is. Ouh. Not forgetting the English summary. Ok, so fasting month is like my diet month. Cool huh? School is re-opening in like 4 days time. Camp Rock is premiering in 3 days time. Yeep! I cannot wait. I am so excited. Hope it is a good Disney Channel Movie. Ok. Moving on, so, I am like losing touch with my mother. Like even though she is at home, it just felt like a usual old day. Fasting month, having the whole family sit for dinner, I always hope someone could just open their mouth and crack up a joke. But, it was just silence. Not a total silence though. Thanks to the television. My mother is like not talking to me. All she could ask is ‘why do you look so down?’ Well, the fact that I got my ass at home all day just killed my enthusiasm. If I go out, she will be like ‘where did you go?’ Even though I have told her, she still asks. Well, is that how mothers show their care? That depends right? I do not know. My mother used to be the one who always talk to me and not ask one question and that is it. Now, the feeling of sharing my problems with her is all gone. And you people say my mother is great. Well, I am fortunate to have her. I love her. But, now, being around her is like having four walls blocked around me. How I wish one day everything will be back as per normal. EVERYTHING! Literally EVERYTHING! I am really missing the old times. Well, heading back to Veronica Mars. Update more soon.
