Thursday, 18 September 2008
I hate it when my parents argued. I hate it when they just argued over small things. I hate it when my father just wants to be the right one even though he is wrong. I hate it when my mother asks me to do everything. I hate it when my father just kept repeating the same thing over and over again. I hate it when my parents make me repeat whatever I am saying. I hate it when they argue and I am placed in between. I just do. Like today, they argue over a dollar coin and I was placed in between both of them and my father just wants to be the right one. I hate their actions but it never makes me come to a point where I hate them. I just love them so much that no words can explain it. Even though they argue and annoy me, I love them no matter what. I bet they just felt the same way when I argue with my brothers. Haha. Ok. So school was ok until physics. I was suddenly so sleepy. After that my mood just went all the way down. I kept quiet for a while that people thought I was angry with them, sad or emo-ing. Hehe. Well, I was not. I was just super duper upper tired. That is all. So, I ate salad again. Hehe. I enjoyed it so much. I have been going home late lately that my parents just have to fetch me. I troubled them and I felt real bad. Every day they leave work at 4pm to fetch me and then my mother had to prepare dinner for break fast. Breaking fast gets earlier and earlier as time passes. Fasting month is fast. It will soon be the third week and weeks seem like days now a day. Time just rushes me. Before I know it, it is exams! Next Tuesday will be social studies paper and English paper 1. Than next Friday is malay paper. Sigh! I am just so tired, that is all I could describe my status now. Well, I am out. Tomorrow is another big day. After school, I am going to attend maths remedial then social studies remedial. I will be home late again and my father has to fetch me from school again. How I wish I could just fly where ever I want to go. Haha. That is so not going to happen. Ok. Update soon.
