Wednesday, 29 April 2009
Hello everyone!
You know what? I am invisible and god damn it irritating. I bet all the rest thinks the same. That badge I wear everyday is just a freaking badge that I just happen to “love” wearing. Probably I should just stop caring about anything. That person who has wanted to help is totally not helping at all. It does not make a god damn difference! Damn it! After this, hate me all you want because I am so sick and tired of everything. Why would I care if you guys do not care? Why would I bother helping if you guys are not helping me? Why would I even bother being it? Why would I even bother wearing that freaking badge every day? WHY WOULD I CARE? Starting from tomorrow, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT, WHATEVER YOU LIKE! I will no longer freaking annoy you, stop you, stare at you or what so ever because I am just freaking wasting my time! Sorry for all the ‘freaking’ and ‘god damn it’ words. I just cannot take it anymore. I kept telling myself everyday that I am doing this because everyone else believes in me and trust that I can do it. Now, you know what, I am sick of telling myself that. People say, “I am the best boss.” Ya right. Probably in the inside I am just an annoying and irritating boss. Seriously, in me, I officially declare myself not the boss. Sorry to let you all down. Ouh, I take that back. Like you guys even needed me in the first place? I AM WEAK! WEAK! WEAK! I GAVE UP! I AM WEAK! Remember that. I AM WEAK! I HATE MY LIFE NOW. IT SUCKS! I kept saying that life does not suck, but, people make it suck. Now, I do not want to blame those people but, for the first time, I will agree with Mariah. LIFE SUCKS! It really does. I MADE IT SUCK for myself and everyone else. Tomorrow, do not come and ask me if I am fine because the answer is obvious. Do not ask because it will lead me to tears and I am sick of crying!
Sorry.
BYEbye.
Current Mood: So sick of life!
Current Music: Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life
